January 2009
college?
i HATE applying for college
they keep losing my transcripts and SAT scores and now I have to schedule a portfolio review for GMU? what the fuck? waste of $50 for that application, there’s no way i’m gonna waste my time driving up there just for a stupid ten-minute interview
can’t forget the stupid financial aid forms
i don’t even wanna go to VCU anymore, i don’t...
“More varied than any landscape was the landscape in the sky, with islands of...”
– cecil beaton
qod:
What decade do you wish you lived in?
twenties, thirties, or forties
i’m a little old-fashioned.
inauguration mosaic →
photo this & that: Gleb Garanich's Crying Man... →
Jackson Pollock by Miltos Manetas →
obviously quite bored
feeling very
misanthropic
back to the usual
maybe i’m just one of those people
“…it’s always been a truth that the vast majority of journalism majors will...”
– Edward J Delaney: Why so many journalism majors?
“The past was nothing to her; offered no lesson which she was willing to heed....”
– kate chopin, “the awakening”
“I have to believe in a world outside my own mind. I have to believe that my...”
– memento
radiohead - high and dry
notes to self:
1. stop lying to yourself.
2. stop thinking about what could have been.
3. stop lying to yourself.
Twitter / llimabean →
i hope it snows
I hate school
keg stands
girls, don’t do keg stands, they’re trashy and definitely not cute.
an awkward afternoon
is all I can say.
so far, an amazing weekend.
NYLON MAGAZINE: richmond →
considering that I might be going to college there pretty soon, I thought this was interesting, it gives me something to look forward to: not everyone is a follower
Watchhip hop & eggs on Vimeo
gonna see biggie tonight, it’s not really my kind of movie but my britt and justin wanna go, and it can’t be that bad…
rhetorical questions, don't answer
i’ve been thinking a lot lately… why does the world try to attain peace? i’m not saying that we shouldn’t or that it’s a bad thing or that war is better, but it’s a good question what makes positivity so much more satisfying than negativity, why do we accept one but reject the other I’m probably not making any sense right now. what if there is no point to...
if someone asked you to take a picture of a...
polaroids of polaroids :)
ehhh no that’s cliche
foalsinwintercoats:
what would you do?
text post
yeahhh
fascinatingryan:
do you have a mac?
melleville:
starting to get into film
dentist appointment in like an hour and a half, they’re gonna do something to my gums. I hate having braces.
text post
starting to get into film
dentist appointment in like an hour and a half, they’re gonna do something to my gums. I hate having braces.
Digg - Girl, 13, sends 14,528 texts in a month →
heavy texters are annoying
fascinatingryan:
i don’t know some months i think my roommate may have hear beat..
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WatchLast House On The Left Trailer - TheBadandUgly.com
seems campy at first, until that guns ‘n’ roses cover kicks in and makes it look ten times better.
i should try sleeping (again)
first photojournalist job went well; the Unborn was definitely sold out tonight; reggie and taylor wanna leave helllla late and I’m tired as hell right now so I’m gonna stay in; tomorrow I’m going to the ghetto o.O; I don’t feel like doing shit all day tomorrow until heather’s dinner; my eyes burn; I need new contacts; I need new contact lens solution; I need to go to...
four o'clock
tonight: art show (I’m getting paid by my art teacher to take pictures there ^.^), then some party out in chesapeake. I was supposed to see the Unborn and maybe go out for dinner but the art show thing kinda ruined those plans, hah I’m not complaining though. i got this analog minolta camera from my photo teacher today, and my mom found my dad’s ancient minolta x570 along with...
i
bonjouralexander:
people just dont know how much i had to try just to smile and laugh these past few months.
i know something about me isn’t right too, but i don’t wanna go to the psych. i let go of my friends, i stopped going to parties and sometimes I spend more time by myself than usual, and something happened rcently that I’d rather not mention. someone once told me that...
pizza
I’m borrowing a 35mm minolta this weekend ^___^
anyone know any stylish teens who wanna be in the pilot? if so, please let me know - millie.mce@gmail.com, email/myspace/facebook me or something.
i should try sleeping
I’ve had literally less than ten hours of sleep this week. + a couple lattes and diet cokes … now my head hurts and i have the darkest circles under my eyes.
I sleep at like 2:30 every night, I can’t help it. then I have to wake up again three hours later.
and I really wanna go out for a run or something, but that wouldn’t be a good idea right now
wow I should stop...
someone's flickr →
i miss analog photography.
teenvogue
normally I hate teenvogue, or any american mass-market fashion magazine for that matter (and nylon doesn’t count) but february’s issue is a nice change Leighton is on the cover the “fade to blue” ed is great, the styling’s a little like Alexander Wang meets Scott Sternberg, and it reminds me of the models-on-the-cover issue last year (?). I could actually picture...
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morrissey - i’m throwing my arms around...
I need
bonjouralexander:
melleville:
some work to do, something to keep me preoccupied, something creative
like a photoshoot, article, interview, photo story assignment, art shit, music recording, good movie-watching, I’ll even try cooking
blah I’m bored.
Giiiirrrrl, go buy yourself some vegan ice cream from farm fresh. Haha.
but I just went to taco bell and spent all my money. lmao
I need
some work to do, something to keep me preoccupied, something creative
like a photoshoot, article, interview, photo story assignment, art shit, music recording, good movie-watching, I’ll even try cooking
blah I’m bored.
________
quitting track after the next meet (thankfully at CNU’s indoor track), it is too damn cold to be running outside and this school system can’t even afford any indoor tracks.
I think I’m addicted to coffee now, too bad I don’t smoke cigarettes anymore, I hear they’re excellent together
I don’t feel like starting up again though
I’m getting a 50mm f1.8....
iced lattes
vanilla iced lattes from mcdonald’s are pretty good ^.^ except for when the ice melts.
“Kumusta llimabean!
Now you know how to greet people in Tagalog!”
– flickr
my flickr →
currently updating
i miss new york! :(
i seriously hate norfolk, it’s SO UNBELIEVABLY BORING.
>.<
I’m leaving again as soon as I can! snowboarding in jersey in the next couple weeks, show in DC next month, and possibly a trip to Richmond to see VCU.
nature calling... →
supermodels venturing into africa