December 2009
currently
I’m reclined on an unbelievably soft couch at my auntie’s house in Hightstown, lights turned low with my ankles up on the coffee table. Tomorrow I’m headed to the city — Jersey City to be exact — and possibly spending more money than I should in downtown Manhattan. And at midnight, my eyes will glaze over while I watch the new year’s welcoming fireworks burst...
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-12-27) →
Tokyo Police Club (5)
Lady GaGa (4)
Taking Back Sunday (4)
Alicia Keys (3)
Oasis (3)
Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
I can't find my black leggings
or my opaque black tights.
:(
the hangover
In a couple of days I will be “kidnapped” and “murdered” in the streets of New York, before the dawn of a new year.
I’ll wake up the next morning and I won’t remember shit.
I’m stoked :)
Slightly Stoopid - “2AM”
Gets me...
13577.) Sometimes I use a hand-held mirror and put...
(via blogsecret)
WHO. THE. FUCK.
On fashion photography
homeofthevain:
“It amuses me that fashion and fashion photography are treated so poorly intellectually. Cultural intellectuals tend to feel they’re not qualified to discuss fashion photography, or that it’s a waste of time. I even get correspondence across the forums at SHOWstudio from people who think fashion is evil. There’s a lack of understanding, a moral dismissal, and an anger that...
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-12-20) →
The Strokes (17)
The Kills (15)
The White Stripes (8)
Rebelution (5)
Damien Rice (5)
Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
I need to stop cursing so much.
I don't miss Richmond
and I’m not looking forward to going back next month. Is that strange?
:)
It’s not snowing. That “East Coast blizzard” that’s currently dominating the weather news channels completely missed Norfolk. My mother refuses to take me shopping with her, worried that I’ll spend all her money (though there is some truth in that). I haven’t even bought presents for my closest friends yet. But my brother flew in from Chicago last night; our...
13367.) I hate myself for always giving the best...
(via blogsecret)
I’m too caring for my own good.
I just don't know what to do with myself.
I tend to forget who I am when I’m with you.
Pearl Jam - “Yellow Ledbetter”
the cold weather
catchstars:
so is it just me, or does the cold weather make you feel more lonely? all summer, i was fine. i think i went out almost every night and kept myself so busy that it was okay, i was okay. now that the winter is approaching, the nights are getting longer and the days colder, i really don’t know what to do with myself. not to mention the holidays approaching-ugh. i haven’t spent a...
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-12-13) →
Incubus (8)
The Strokes (7)
Taking Back Sunday (7)
Lady GaGa (7)
Alicia Keys (5)
Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
holiday?
My dad’s a grump. I can’t even recount how many times my brother and I have been scolded these past few weeks. Somehow, I feel as though I should take the blame. I’m the one who wanted so badly to move out, to go to VCU, and they used a good portion of their money to pay for the costs that financial aid couldn’t cover. Now, my dad’s been working overtime more often...
...sigh
I’m starting to miss the past a little too much. Blah.
I miss my guitar.
I left it at home this morning. I’ll only be gone for five days, anyway. Tomorrow’s Art History exam is looming on me, and I’ve memorized maybe two out of the gajillion slides that my teacher gave the class. As much as I want to study, I can’t. I barely ate today and I barely slept this week. My black, packed suitcase currently lays on the floor, a reminder that the...
2AM, winter night →
Lullabies for the insomniac. Thom Yorke, Azure Ray, and Death Cab for Cutie.
Everyone should get an 8track.
a couple more hours
And off to RVA I go. I still have to finish my painting that’s due tonight. But I’m having a good time in the 757, why do I have to go so soon?
Random fact about me #1 : I hoard my fashion...
theaubrielrivera:
brassknucklesandlouboutins:
yep. I haven’t thrown a single Vogue away since 10th grade… or my Elles, or my Marie Claires, and most definitely not my Cosmopolitans.
Same.
Same!
Bright Eyes - “If Winter Ends”
I'm screwed.
9am Bowe Deck cleanup tomorrow, and it’s mandatory, which means they withhold your grades if you don’t attend. I already failed Space Research, and I’m stuck in Norfolk until tomorrow night. F. M. L.
Who knew I could ever be so irresponsible? I’m a little disappointed in myself.
thanks, everyone, for your input
I’ve gotta think things through, and I’ve got all night.
I’m working on a painting and it’s taking forever… not a good idea to keep a laptop near your working space.
What should I do next semester?
A. stay at VCU and be miserable studying with my low GPA, knowing that if it was higher I could already be doing Fashion Merchandising instead of having to wait till fall or spring 2011
B. go to TCC (just for next semester, though)
C. say fuck it and take the semester off, travel, get a part-time job, make a film, and figure out what I want to do with my life
D. other (please specify)
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-12-6) →
Incubus (6)
Jack Johnson (4)
Phoenix (2)
No Doubt (2)
Snowden (2)
Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
A person can only run from feelings for so long...
chelcuuh:
(via eyeizsunshine)
:'(
A year of pictures, down the drain; RIP external harddrive.
winter makes me feel this way | mili | 8tracks →
Yesterday’s official mixtape.
“you have a serious problem of distorting reality. you could sleep with the...”
– the science of sleep. (via fuckyeahmichelgondry)
Okay, this is the last of my emo posts. :)
12:59 AM
I have a cold house. Why is it always so cold in here?